Friday, May 29, 2009
Thursday, May 28, 2009
my itching eye
he will die by sunday he said looking in mine. i looked for a word and touched my itching eye.
Saturday, May 23, 2009
conservation efforts
if i didnt have this coffee in my hand i could do lot of useful things like save a puppy or wave to a man instead i sip and lean casually against the wall i built last week do you like it hows the color?
the early stages
if this poem flies out
the window then i guess we were
never truly meant to be
this is us,
...just reconstructed thoughts
mashed up like your dinner in a
shaky little car
quaking through the city
looking for a hill
looking for a hill
this is us,
the fearful children.
Friday, May 22, 2009
it doesnt have one
7th street at hot hour so much to
do like go to the bank and see
the jeweler, his district and
people are everywhere
right around there
Crooked pages, people have to pee
i would stand forever downstairs
waiting for trains and people.
it is just like that but not a
7th street elsewhere, there it is
grey and somber and my grandpa
is eating mexican food on
a break?
and here it is yellow and drunk
and im late.
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
something i ate/you said
put a sticker on anything to
better understand it. stamp me
in the face to view me straight
this one time
its always going
never waiting
always giving less than you
could hope to receive
with that i say break it!
which i guess set you off.
like a little watch you are
counting
everything i do ...
put a sticker on anything to better understand it. watch me go to view me straight this one time.
you break it
you buy it
you broke me i
watched.
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Monday, May 18, 2009
turquoise day
just like my shirt. its always the same, just like the song. the cats and the streets and the way i walk down them. the way that i hope it will always work out. its the same turquoise shirt, just like my day. just like the song, its always the same.
the dentist ladies
love me, they clean my teeth and smile even when i havent flossed. they are named susie and meg and use codes like "381." they dont judge me for smoking, i guess cause they dont know, and they talk about their children and their latest rented movie. i tell them about california and they say they like my shoes and did i know i broke my teeth? they go around a corner and i get scared that i might die. i wait for them to come back and announce i have a week. but they dont, they just keep smiling, so i do too, with all my teeth.
Friday, May 15, 2009
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
dog with sno cone on his head,
george washington wig on his
head. people dont know what to
do, they never grew up. "you
gotta love me" they say. vanilla
dog with laughter mouth
Monday, May 11, 2009
expectations from a thai tea drinker. so young
you want some yum thai tea can you feel it in your eyes? you are so young go to hell. you always let your target move. your slipper falls again. we are bleeding vikings in your eyes. vikings by the sea, so young. but do i feel like a viking? we are having yum thai tea again in your eyes. we are falling into the sea so young.
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Thursday, May 7, 2009
from the ground
up we build!
up we come from the earth like
little brown worms only to end
sculpted and plastered,
legitimate city citizens,
stainless steel operators who
hold their pens correctly and
separate their food so as not to
confused the purpose of eating.
LIFE, it seems,
is getting
shorter each day.
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
it wasnt 5 years
(but 3) but we sat in his room in a party for her just the 3 of us (but 4) drinking wine and her juice and celebrating the night.
Sunday, May 3, 2009
starforce of earth
said his back as he left, he walked like a
gremlin and had a face like one too
that reminded me of zachary,
why do homeless men always?
he asked for a cigarette and she gave one and a light
and as he tried to get it lit the scent of flowers flew by.
i smiled,
a pile of shit sat on the sidewalk but flowers were flying and
finally he lit it and smiled so sincere i felt like
dying in the street.
"well thanks!" he grinned and gremwalked away,
he wore a mechanics jumpsuit
that said starforce of earth.
down the street a guy tried to skateboard,
he kept falling but trying
which i feel says
alot.
then the flowers went away
and the city smelled again
and the clouds covered the sun
so we stepped back inside.
sometimes
when hugging my boyfriend or other little creatures i fear i might murder
on accident of course.
vera
helped me, she asked how i was and showed me the shirts and said shed hold them for me even though id been dishonest ...i tend to fabricate in unnecessary situations so said it was for my sister, she didnt know ive never had one so said shed put them on hold and i continued to browse and decided if she asked my sisters name was Tiffany, shed be blonde too and older than me and maybe work in an office and go downtown on weekends... then vera got a call and stopped talking to me so i thanked her and left. on my way out there was a mirror, i always look so dirty even when im feeling clean and walked past a man who looked at me surprised and said "today is better than yesterday" and i first thought what the fuck then realized he was right ... its always moving never waiting always changing based on you.
Saturday, May 2, 2009
Friday, May 1, 2009
where the papers go
in the back of the drawer with everything else i hide. there are many buttons to touch and my hair is clean but there is no one to touch it. in the back of the drawer with everything else i hide, this is where the papers go.
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